Sometimes, I feel as if the whole world is against me. This week has been so abhorrent and shitty. I’m tired of being kicked at, spit on, and pushed. I’m tired of everything and everyone. I’m tired and done. I just don’t know what to do anymore. What happened to those times when I could smile at the smallest things? Now I have a hard time smiling at the large things. I don’t want to slip back into depression, but I’m afraid that the dark shadows have already begun yanking me every which way away from the light. I was worried this would happen. Once the shadows are there, they never go away. They’ll progress until they’re swallowing you whole, but they’ll always decrease until they’re just a speck. Unfortunately, I’m scared that the once speck is now growing an progressing. Everyone seems to be out to get me. I’m done with this shit.